This weekend has been all kinds of bipolar.  Extremely sad times (the death of a friends father), extremely happy times (dillon & I's one month anniversary...and the fact that he made a point to call me just for that), and extremely sucky times (I hit a dear on the way home from Dillon's and sprung the frame of my car.).

I'm soo ready to just make it through this week in one piece and get to next weekend.  I'm working every night this week except Wednesday and Saturday.  Saturday, the flag team is having a car wash to raise money for new uniforms so I'll be washing cars in the bank parking lot from 11am to 4pm.  Hopefully after that I'll go to Dillon's if its cool with him.  

Ha. Speaking of boys.  IDK if any of my frequent visitors remember Jonathan, the guy I was dating before the whole Dillon & John mess.  Well, he texted me out of no where today and asked me what was up.  I said the usual "Nm, wbu?" and he went on to tell me that he was getting high with some of his "friends".  That was something he had trouble staying away from when we were together so obviously, I was pissed when he told me.  I didn't reply after that so he figured that would be a good time to say "Jamie I still love you"  I was like..uhh WTF. No. Don't think so.  He was all "I'll do anything to get your trust and to love me again."  I told him that he had a girlfriend, and I was with Dillon, whom I love and is my everything.  He wasn't too happy with that.  I'm pretty proud of myself though.  In the past, when ex's confess they still like me, I've gone soft and given them another chance, even if I liked someone else at the time.  This time, I did good. Didn't even consider it because I'm absolutely and totally committed.

Commitment. haha. speaking of that. The boyfriend mentioned to his parents that I'm the one he wants to marry. He's said stuff to me like "I want you forever" and "I feel like you're the right one for me".  I know that it's not likely, considering the fact he's said "I love you to death" to all his other girl friends as well but it's still kinda cute. =]  It's thinking about stuff like that that makes me want to go back in my little emotional corner though because that just makes me like him even more and -sigh-. I get hurt really easily.

Rawr. Anyway. Facebook chat is calling to me so I will depart for now.

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Yesterday, at about the time I wrote my last blog, some extremely tragic occurred.  My ex boyfriend's father suffered a stroke while outside steepling a fence and by the time the paramedics got there, his heart had stopped and he couldn't be revived.  

The few months are going to be really hard on everyone, especially Ryan because I know how much he looked up to his dad.  

So please keep him and his family in your thoughts and prayers.  They're all going to need a lot of strength to get through this.

Laundry, is what I currently should be doing.  That, and cleaning my room.  In all honesty, my room is horrendously messy. I'll get around to it eventually I suppose.

Nothing much new to talk about today.  Dillon's phone completely died, finally, so he's has to wait two week til he gets paid to get another.  I haven't talked to him since Tuesday night, I'm on withdrawal. lol.  Good news is, I'm going over to this house Friday afternoon. =]  I miss him tons.  It's crazy.

Edit;;

Whoo. My room is now 40% cleaner.  I think that's as good as it's gonna get today.

LMAO. My dad's cleaning out our Vaccum Cleaner.  My hair is wrapped around all the barrings and it's making it not work. lol

Currently, I'm searching for some guitar tabs so I can play a song other that Let It Be by the Beatles and American Pie. haha

xoxo